So after a really loooong week (with one day left to go!!!) I had to attend a new teacher meeting in order to meet with the union reps, etc. I wasn't terribly excited about going, but hey...free dinner, right? It was supposed to be from 6-8. Not too bad..........After a mix-up in reservations, cold porch to a new restaurant we ended up 6-9:30 and I took my dinner in a to-go box. Ugh. I purposely didn't each lunch because I knew that I probably wouldn't stick to my diet at dinner. After being irritated by the schedule and not being able to take that much info in at 9:00 at night, and the waiter serving me regular coffee, I ended up at home on the couch watching Sister Act 2 (Back in the Habit-if you will) with a piece of cheesecake I took out of freezer. So, no I didn't stick to my diet and I didn't eat my dinner in the to-go box. But, damn the cheesecake was good! And...just like Dorothy, Sofia, Blanche and Rose, cheesecake does make things better. Especially at night. Where are my other Golden Girls? Wonder which one I am?
Thank you for being a friend....
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Hooked Again
I'm hooked again into another TV show. Every year that one of my shows dies off or even the beginning of a new season I say, " I'm not going to watch that much TV anymore. I'm going to read or do something productive." Yet, what drags me in this time? America's Next Top Model. Agghh! I'm so hooked.
I've watched this show before, but I don't think it was as intense as I anticipate this one. I really like the fact that Tyra picked these girls because of their imperfections. Totally cool and unique. So far, as far as looks I like Julie, Toccara and Ya Ya.
I've watched this show before, but I don't think it was as intense as I anticipate this one. I really like the fact that Tyra picked these girls because of their imperfections. Totally cool and unique. So far, as far as looks I like Julie, Toccara and Ya Ya.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Inspiration of the Blog and Nonsense
After the previous post, I feel much better. Tomorrow is a new day and one less day of the year. Self talk, Molly, self talk.
So you're all asking...why "the girl in the corner," right? (Don't all ask at once.) About...shit...12 years ago I wrote this poem entitled "the girl in the corner." It's one of these poems that I've continued to add each year. I've never really written anything like it before as most of my poems tend to stem from highs and lows in relationships. Not sure that I'll share it now as for I'm a bit shy with my work and (after 12 years) I know it's not quite finished as yet. I've knocked around developing it into a story or novel of some sort, but just haven't figured how to develop the whole thing. We'll see. However, the motivation of becoming a full time writer is rising with the dissatisfaction in my current employment. When do we really know what we want to do? I have this internal timeline that keeps haunting me. I think, 28...not settled...no steady career and unsettling feeling. I'm not totally pissed with my life, but I feel like I'm in a relationship and someone says, "What's he like?" I respond with, "Oh...he's...um, nice?" Such is life. Is that why I've spent so much money with psychics?
So you're all asking...why "the girl in the corner," right? (Don't all ask at once.) About...shit...12 years ago I wrote this poem entitled "the girl in the corner." It's one of these poems that I've continued to add each year. I've never really written anything like it before as most of my poems tend to stem from highs and lows in relationships. Not sure that I'll share it now as for I'm a bit shy with my work and (after 12 years) I know it's not quite finished as yet. I've knocked around developing it into a story or novel of some sort, but just haven't figured how to develop the whole thing. We'll see. However, the motivation of becoming a full time writer is rising with the dissatisfaction in my current employment. When do we really know what we want to do? I have this internal timeline that keeps haunting me. I think, 28...not settled...no steady career and unsettling feeling. I'm not totally pissed with my life, but I feel like I'm in a relationship and someone says, "What's he like?" I respond with, "Oh...he's...um, nice?" Such is life. Is that why I've spent so much money with psychics?
Hate Club
So I think I've officially joined the part of the workforce that hates their job. It's not the occupation, but particularly my job. I teach. I teach "4th grade." I say that loosely because A. most of my students are not even close to a 4th grade level, but mostly B. I scream all day. -Yes, I've tried the reverse psychology of not yelling to see if they calm down. No. They just continue to talk over me. Total lack of respect, hoodlum kids. Well, all but probaby 7 kids....out of 23? Not a good ratio. I can't believe some of the things I actually say to them. However, my favorite response is this one. Note: This school is very transient due the "rent is due on the 1st" policy. Anyway. Because of that I have a lot of students tell me either in passing or angst "I'm moving on Friday." My response...."Don't make promises you can't keep."
Okay..enough on bitching about my job. I know I'm not the only one. (I just don't make as much money as you!)
Okay..enough on bitching about my job. I know I'm not the only one. (I just don't make as much money as you!)
Monday, September 27, 2004
New Links
So I just added some new links (thanks to Dan's computer programming skills.) Take a peek.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Girls, Girls, Girls
There's something that's very settling and relaxing about girl time. This weekend I fortunately had the opportunity to share some well overdue and well deserved girl time.
Saturday...after spending the majority of the day nursing a stupid hangover, I received a call from my friend Renee. We agreed to meet up with another friend, Erin, at Renee's house in which is always a stop for family and friends. (A place where I spent most of my high school career with Renee, Lara and the family.) 10 years has passed since the three of us graduated high school and I love the way we have all matured and grown into the women that we are. We laughed, gossiped and (at least I felt) solved life's problems...or at least mine. I've definitely come to the conclusion that I'm not totally satisfied with my life and changes are soon to come. That's a whole 'nother subject in which I'll dedicate more blogging to later. In any sense, it was so great to visit with the girls and catch up. The best part about the two of them is that no matter how much time has passed, we pick up where we left off...it's just a lot more talking to do. Erin's getting married, Renee's tossing the family idea around and me...well...no major changes as yet. Ah, but the year is young.
Sunday...with a mere 5 hours of sleep (due to the first cup of caffeine in 1 1/2 years the night before and loads of catching up) I headed on down to The Cheesecake Factory. One, excellent meal. Two, great conversation. I kind of giggled because it seemed so Sex and the City. More upscale than the diner the girls usually frequent, but the set up was the same and the conversation definitely hit the levels. (Yes, I like to live my through TV shows, but who doesn't?) Once again we solved more of life's mysteries, bitched about men, joked about sex -and the opposite sex- and solidified life's biggest mystery. The Female Bond.
All in all it was a great weekend.
Saturday...after spending the majority of the day nursing a stupid hangover, I received a call from my friend Renee. We agreed to meet up with another friend, Erin, at Renee's house in which is always a stop for family and friends. (A place where I spent most of my high school career with Renee, Lara and the family.) 10 years has passed since the three of us graduated high school and I love the way we have all matured and grown into the women that we are. We laughed, gossiped and (at least I felt) solved life's problems...or at least mine. I've definitely come to the conclusion that I'm not totally satisfied with my life and changes are soon to come. That's a whole 'nother subject in which I'll dedicate more blogging to later. In any sense, it was so great to visit with the girls and catch up. The best part about the two of them is that no matter how much time has passed, we pick up where we left off...it's just a lot more talking to do. Erin's getting married, Renee's tossing the family idea around and me...well...no major changes as yet. Ah, but the year is young.
Sunday...with a mere 5 hours of sleep (due to the first cup of caffeine in 1 1/2 years the night before and loads of catching up) I headed on down to The Cheesecake Factory. One, excellent meal. Two, great conversation. I kind of giggled because it seemed so Sex and the City. More upscale than the diner the girls usually frequent, but the set up was the same and the conversation definitely hit the levels. (Yes, I like to live my through TV shows, but who doesn't?) Once again we solved more of life's mysteries, bitched about men, joked about sex -and the opposite sex- and solidified life's biggest mystery. The Female Bond.
All in all it was a great weekend.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Snippet
When Friends ended I was bummed because I really loved the show. It was something to look forward to on Thursday night and a conversation piece or point of referrence always. Now that Joey is on I was hoping to see some similarities to Friends. One: I think Joey's nephew is pretty cute and funny. I like that they've made some of his personality similar to Joey's. I also like how they've made Joey's character evolve, but not too much. (As Joey would not.) But, my favorite Friends similarity that has stayed is the "Snippet."
Snippet (sni-pit) - the clip of the show, after that show, running during the credits that usually has to do with a subplot in the show that you almost forgot about.
Now I know other shows do this, but I always enjoyed the Friends snippet. Now, I will enjoy Joey's.
Snippet (sni-pit) - the clip of the show, after that show, running during the credits that usually has to do with a subplot in the show that you almost forgot about.
Now I know other shows do this, but I always enjoyed the Friends snippet. Now, I will enjoy Joey's.
Monday, September 20, 2004
If you had 10 minutes...
If everyone had 10 minutes left to live, every phone booth would be filled with people calling everyone to say "I love you." So why wait for a catastrophe. ~Ann Landers
Tonight I'm visiting the funeral home for a friend from high school. Derek Homistek. He died suddenly on Friday (talk initially was a heart attack however, I don't believe the autopsy reports have been released.) It's almost surreal that someone my age has passed away due to an illness. I suppose I've been very lucky to have really never experienced this. At 28...people aren't supposed to die. Yes, accidents happen and maybe I'm more prepared for an accidental death at this age as opposed to one of illness. But, old people die of illness. Grandparents and parents die of illness. Not young 28 year old kids. I still consider myself a kid at 28. I'll probably still consider myself a kid at 40.
I remember Derek from junior high when I was a statistician for the basketball team. He had a pretty deep voice for a kid in junior high. He was pretty reserved and quiet, but had a nice smile and a crew cut. (The picture in the newspaper of him I swear showed wavy hair...oh how we change, eh?) I always use to giggle (and still do when I think about it) when he would be ready to go into the game. He was one of the only players that would be very focused and intent on going in the game. Never failed, he would crouch down on one knee and (in his very deep voice for an early teenage boy) say, "I'm goin' in." I remember my friend Mitzie and I repeating it because it sounded so silly. I suppose that was a glimpse into the focus and dedication he put into his life...after reading his obituary, I was quite impressed, but not really surprised of all that he did.
Derek Richard Homistek, age 28, of Uniontown, Pa., passed away suddenly on Friday morning, September 17, 2004.
He was born October 28, 1975, in Uniontown, Pa., the son of Richard Homistek and Cheryl Slater Homistek.Derek was a member of Saint John The Evangelist Roman Catholic Church.He graduated from Laurel Highlands Senior High School where he was a member of the football team and a member of The National Honor Society.He earned Eagle Scout Rank with the Boy Scouts of America and was a member of The Order of The Arrow.Derek graduated with a Bachelor of Arts Degree from Bethany College in Bethany, West Virginia, and was a member of the football team and also Kappa Alpha Order Fraternity.He received a Masters Degree in Education from West Virginia University.Derek was employed as a Teacher with the Albert Gallatin School District.He was an American History Scholar, American Civil War Living History Actor, and a member of The 11th Pennsylvania Company.He enjoyed mountain biking, fishing and snow boarding.Derek was a volunteer at Fort Necessity as a Living Historian.He also coached football at Morgantown High School in West Virginia.Derek was preceded in death by his Grandfather, Stephen Homistek, Great Grandmother, Anna Schifko, Great Grandfather, William Schifko, Great Grandmother, Ann Slater, and Great Grandfather, Andrew Slater.In addition to his loving and devoted Parents, he is survived by his loving and beautiful Bride-to-be, Elaine Chabanik; his Brother, Ryan Homistek and his fianc?e, Gretchen Long; his Sister, Lesley Homistek; Paternal Grandmother, Kay Homistek; Aunt, Mary Beth Homistek; Maternal Grandfather, Edmund Slater; Maternal Grandmother, Dorothy Slater; Aunts and Uncles: Janet and Richard Kettering and Jarred and Karen Slater, Cousins: Jason Kettering, Jeremy Kettering and Ian Slater; several other Friends, Neighbors and Students whom he cherished; his In-Laws-to-be whom he loved, William and Cathy Chabanik; and his Brother-in-Law-to-be and Sister-in-Law-to-be, Sam and Victoria (Chabanik) Denny.
Tonight I'm visiting the funeral home for a friend from high school. Derek Homistek. He died suddenly on Friday (talk initially was a heart attack however, I don't believe the autopsy reports have been released.) It's almost surreal that someone my age has passed away due to an illness. I suppose I've been very lucky to have really never experienced this. At 28...people aren't supposed to die. Yes, accidents happen and maybe I'm more prepared for an accidental death at this age as opposed to one of illness. But, old people die of illness. Grandparents and parents die of illness. Not young 28 year old kids. I still consider myself a kid at 28. I'll probably still consider myself a kid at 40.
I remember Derek from junior high when I was a statistician for the basketball team. He had a pretty deep voice for a kid in junior high. He was pretty reserved and quiet, but had a nice smile and a crew cut. (The picture in the newspaper of him I swear showed wavy hair...oh how we change, eh?) I always use to giggle (and still do when I think about it) when he would be ready to go into the game. He was one of the only players that would be very focused and intent on going in the game. Never failed, he would crouch down on one knee and (in his very deep voice for an early teenage boy) say, "I'm goin' in." I remember my friend Mitzie and I repeating it because it sounded so silly. I suppose that was a glimpse into the focus and dedication he put into his life...after reading his obituary, I was quite impressed, but not really surprised of all that he did.
Derek Richard Homistek, age 28, of Uniontown, Pa., passed away suddenly on Friday morning, September 17, 2004.
He was born October 28, 1975, in Uniontown, Pa., the son of Richard Homistek and Cheryl Slater Homistek.Derek was a member of Saint John The Evangelist Roman Catholic Church.He graduated from Laurel Highlands Senior High School where he was a member of the football team and a member of The National Honor Society.He earned Eagle Scout Rank with the Boy Scouts of America and was a member of The Order of The Arrow.Derek graduated with a Bachelor of Arts Degree from Bethany College in Bethany, West Virginia, and was a member of the football team and also Kappa Alpha Order Fraternity.He received a Masters Degree in Education from West Virginia University.Derek was employed as a Teacher with the Albert Gallatin School District.He was an American History Scholar, American Civil War Living History Actor, and a member of The 11th Pennsylvania Company.He enjoyed mountain biking, fishing and snow boarding.Derek was a volunteer at Fort Necessity as a Living Historian.He also coached football at Morgantown High School in West Virginia.Derek was preceded in death by his Grandfather, Stephen Homistek, Great Grandmother, Anna Schifko, Great Grandfather, William Schifko, Great Grandmother, Ann Slater, and Great Grandfather, Andrew Slater.In addition to his loving and devoted Parents, he is survived by his loving and beautiful Bride-to-be, Elaine Chabanik; his Brother, Ryan Homistek and his fianc?e, Gretchen Long; his Sister, Lesley Homistek; Paternal Grandmother, Kay Homistek; Aunt, Mary Beth Homistek; Maternal Grandfather, Edmund Slater; Maternal Grandmother, Dorothy Slater; Aunts and Uncles: Janet and Richard Kettering and Jarred and Karen Slater, Cousins: Jason Kettering, Jeremy Kettering and Ian Slater; several other Friends, Neighbors and Students whom he cherished; his In-Laws-to-be whom he loved, William and Cathy Chabanik; and his Brother-in-Law-to-be and Sister-in-Law-to-be, Sam and Victoria (Chabanik) Denny.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
And I Would Drive Eight Hundred Miles...
Well...after close to 800 miles, 100 s0me bucks, 20 or so beers, 2 bottles of wine and one-uhn-uh-uhnnn bottle of champagne....my weekend is over. Crappy weather on Saturday, but that didn't stop the great weekend. I got to see my great friend, Dan and meet his friends Barry, Anita, Robin, Katie and Erica and solve the mystery of Lesterhead. We had a great time with karaoke belting out our favorite showtunes, rap songs, hard rock 80's anthems (thanks for the rock star show Barry!) It's nice to know that I can leave Dan in good hands since he's on hiatus from the Westminster cult that we formed in our kick ass years in college. Don't worry Dan, we still leave a plastic chair on the memory porch for you. ; )
I love traveling to visit my friends that have moved on from our area. I always learn something that's new...either general trivia or ideas or about myself. I've learned this weekend that...
1. I need a hobby. I'm not sure what it will be, but I need to take a class, make something or join a club or sport's team of some sort.
2. (I always think about this when I'm in a city bigger than U'town) I LOVE public transportation. I know that sounds crazy, but I would enjoy a 30-45 min comute to work by train. Though, my 1.2 mile drive to work isn't so shabby. (Yes, I should walk, right? This bitch ain't walkin' through the ghet-to!)
3. Cruise control should be rename "Set your speed and feel out of control." I tried using it for a while, but I feel like I'm going to fly off the road.
4. No matter how tired I get, how packed my schedule gets, it's always good to make time to visit friends. I know I'm a person that can get the "out of sight, out of mind" syndrome, so I really try to make a conscious effort to touch base with friends. I'm sure people think I'm nuts to drive 6+ hours to visit for a weekend, but to me it's worth a long ride to keep in touch.
5. Sometimes opening a bottle of wine at 3 AM is a damn good idea.
Now that I've blah, blah, blogged, I think I'll get some well deserved sleep.
I love traveling to visit my friends that have moved on from our area. I always learn something that's new...either general trivia or ideas or about myself. I've learned this weekend that...
1. I need a hobby. I'm not sure what it will be, but I need to take a class, make something or join a club or sport's team of some sort.
2. (I always think about this when I'm in a city bigger than U'town) I LOVE public transportation. I know that sounds crazy, but I would enjoy a 30-45 min comute to work by train. Though, my 1.2 mile drive to work isn't so shabby. (Yes, I should walk, right? This bitch ain't walkin' through the ghet-to!)
3. Cruise control should be rename "Set your speed and feel out of control." I tried using it for a while, but I feel like I'm going to fly off the road.
4. No matter how tired I get, how packed my schedule gets, it's always good to make time to visit friends. I know I'm a person that can get the "out of sight, out of mind" syndrome, so I really try to make a conscious effort to touch base with friends. I'm sure people think I'm nuts to drive 6+ hours to visit for a weekend, but to me it's worth a long ride to keep in touch.
5. Sometimes opening a bottle of wine at 3 AM is a damn good idea.
Now that I've blah, blah, blogged, I think I'll get some well deserved sleep.
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
I'm in a New York state of mind.
The best way to make a year go fast is to plan lots of trips. Being a school teacher, this is a must. It definitely helps through the months of October and March. I planned early this year by venturing out in September. NYC this weekend. Now, while my usual trips to NYC include going into scary buildings looking for the best bargain on a purse, this weekend will be pure relaxation, fun and visiting. I will visit Dan who has just been (willingly) let go from his job with Elektra records....although I think they/he changed to Atlantic. (all I know is my email from him changed hands from one to the next.) He also quite timely just landed the lead in a play. Something about "The resurrection of Clay," I think. I asked if it was about Clay Aiken, and Dan let me know it was the future story of Clay when his career booms again in 50 years....Anyway, I'm pretty excited to get away. I believe there is a night of karaoke planned for Saturday. There are these private karaoke places that are so much fun. They seem like a dirty hotel fling when you have to go up and say, "Um, 5 people for 3 hours." Nonetheless...I had a blast over New Year's when we went. I'm a big fan of Blondie or Mamas and the Papas for regular bar singing (confidence takes over) but, I will pull out the Ludacris this weekend. When I move you move...
I truly can't wait to get away from my kids. (um, that's classroom, kids, eh.) I hate to say that, but my god. I have about 8 good kids in my room on a good day. The fuckers can't even play a game without pushing, yelling, getting in trouble, etc. We teachers should really have a 4 day week. (but still have off June, July, Aug) I have the worst stress cramp in my neck from this week. Thank fuck it's Thursday tomorrow. Do you notice I don't swear unless it's my job? And, shit...I forgot to play the Powerball. Looks like I'm not retiring tomorrow. Oh well, 29 years, 168 days left.
I truly can't wait to get away from my kids. (um, that's classroom, kids, eh.) I hate to say that, but my god. I have about 8 good kids in my room on a good day. The fuckers can't even play a game without pushing, yelling, getting in trouble, etc. We teachers should really have a 4 day week. (but still have off June, July, Aug) I have the worst stress cramp in my neck from this week. Thank fuck it's Thursday tomorrow. Do you notice I don't swear unless it's my job? And, shit...I forgot to play the Powerball. Looks like I'm not retiring tomorrow. Oh well, 29 years, 168 days left.
Monday, September 06, 2004
Fool In The Rain
Don't you just love when a song just fits your moment. I love music for this reason. This is just a great song, but today it really hit the spot.
Well there's a light in your eye that keeps shining,
Like a star that can't wait for the night
I hate to think i've been blinded baby.
Why can't i see you tonight?
And the warmth of your smile starts a-burnin'
And the thrill of your touch gives me fright
And i'm shaking so much, really yearning
Why don't you show up, make it all right?
Yeah, it's all right.
And if you promised you'd love so completely
And you said you would always be true
You swore that you would never leave me, baby:
What ever happened to you?
And you thought it was only in movies
As you wish all your dreams would come true
It ain't the first time believe me,
babyI'm standin here feeling blue
Yeah i'm blue
Now i will stand in the rain on the corner
I'll watch the people go shuffling downtown
Another ten minutes no longer
And then i'm turning around
The clock on the wall's moving slower
My heart it sinks to the ground
And the storm that i thought would blow over
Clouds the light of the love that i found
Now my body is starting to quiver
And the palms of my hands getting wet
I've got no reason to doubt you baby,
It's all a terrible mess
I'll run in the rain till i'm breathless
When i'm breathless i'll run till i drop,
hey The thoughts of a fool's kind of careless
I'm just a fool waiting on the wrong block,
oh yeah Light of the love that i found...
Well there's a light in your eye that keeps shining,
Like a star that can't wait for the night
I hate to think i've been blinded baby.
Why can't i see you tonight?
And the warmth of your smile starts a-burnin'
And the thrill of your touch gives me fright
And i'm shaking so much, really yearning
Why don't you show up, make it all right?
Yeah, it's all right.
And if you promised you'd love so completely
And you said you would always be true
You swore that you would never leave me, baby:
What ever happened to you?
And you thought it was only in movies
As you wish all your dreams would come true
It ain't the first time believe me,
babyI'm standin here feeling blue
Yeah i'm blue
Now i will stand in the rain on the corner
I'll watch the people go shuffling downtown
Another ten minutes no longer
And then i'm turning around
The clock on the wall's moving slower
My heart it sinks to the ground
And the storm that i thought would blow over
Clouds the light of the love that i found
Now my body is starting to quiver
And the palms of my hands getting wet
I've got no reason to doubt you baby,
It's all a terrible mess
I'll run in the rain till i'm breathless
When i'm breathless i'll run till i drop,
hey The thoughts of a fool's kind of careless
I'm just a fool waiting on the wrong block,
oh yeah Light of the love that i found...
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